why the hell do i keep making these fucking mistakes...


im sorry...

i don't know what happened to me today

i was just so disappointed with myself...

thinking about what was going to happen to me

3 months from now



i know i was selfish towards you

i know your basic expectations of me

and today

i failed them

im sorry

..

i really wanted to see you today

yet i still...

and

i hate myself.


sorry.