SG OPEN....

wow...

565..

even i dint expect that...

but


no matter what i did

at the beginning..

in the middle..

near the end..

i couldnt

sstop

shaking...

so

i admit

40 shots into the shoot

i gave up

lost hope of hitting anything

near 580

or 570

so when the results came out...

the sentence was already written

and

the little numbers in that spreadsheet...

that was just the full stop at the

end.



you know

i could blame it

on a hundred

different

reasons...

but im not going to

it doesnt serve

any purpose

except to

make myself feel better

so im not going to

blame my performance

on anything

other than myself

i mean

shooting is just you
and
your gun

and my gun was working

fine...

so

im gonna

move on

and

progress

i swear i will

cos





i didn't fucking train for three years for fucking nothing.