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i dun noe

how to start this..

but just saying that

3 months

is a long time to wait

to tell a person something.

important to you

3 months

and when the moment comes

you expect things

you shouldn't expect.

you only listen to

what you want to hear

and not what

you know you will hear.

3 months

of waiting

collecting

organising thoughts

*

and one night

is all it takes

to change everything

i was living in a dreamland for one day

and the next,

i was back to earth and lower

*

i dont know

how you feel

all i know is

i've thought about you

all this while

and suddenly droppping this on you

telling you how i feel

i know its a shock

but like i said

i expected things i know i shouldnt

and im sorry

if i was demanding

if i was too eager

cos i wanted so much

for you to understand me immediately

*

what you said that night

was like a wake-up call

and i realise

i have been pestering you

bothering you

with no regard for what you feel

and

i know

im gonna have to wait some more

maybe another 3 months

maybe another 6

maybe a year

to get back again

but just know

that im never gonna give up

that im never gonna forget

im gonna keep trying

until you forget me

or you tell me straight to my face

that its over



-TJ