hey people
relax, im fine
just that this afternoon i felt i needed to let off some steam
dats what blogs are for what...
regarding some private stuff... dun be too nosy :)
relax, im not getting suicidal or anything..
still gonna wake up tomorrow and enjoy life
not gonna dwell on unhappy thoughts..
after all, whats the longest time you guys have seen me depressed?
but...that scissors i COULD use to slash my wrists with is looking more and more appealing...
hehz.
jus jokin lah
oh yah..i just realise that the previous post looked alot alot like a suicide note... srry if i worried you guys
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
untitled
i dun noe
how to start this..
but just saying that
3 months
is a long time to wait
to tell a person something.
important to you
3 months
and when the moment comes
you expect things
you shouldn't expect.
you only listen to
what you want to hear
and not what
you know you will hear.
3 months
of waiting
collecting
organising thoughts
*
and one night
is all it takes
to change everything
i was living in a dreamland for one day
and the next,
i was back to earth and lower
*
i dont know
how you feel
all i know is
i've thought about you
all this while
and suddenly droppping this on you
telling you how i feel
i know its a shock
but like i said
i expected things i know i shouldnt
and im sorry
if i was demanding
if i was too eager
cos i wanted so much
for you to understand me immediately
*
what you said that night
was like a wake-up call
and i realise
i have been pestering you
bothering you
with no regard for what you feel
and
i know
im gonna have to wait some more
maybe another 3 months
maybe another 6
maybe a year
to get back again
but just know
that im never gonna give up
that im never gonna forget
im gonna keep trying
until you forget me
or you tell me straight to my face
that its over
-TJ
how to start this..
but just saying that
3 months
is a long time to wait
to tell a person something.
important to you
3 months
and when the moment comes
you expect things
you shouldn't expect.
you only listen to
what you want to hear
and not what
you know you will hear.
3 months
of waiting
collecting
organising thoughts
*
and one night
is all it takes
to change everything
i was living in a dreamland for one day
and the next,
i was back to earth and lower
*
i dont know
how you feel
all i know is
i've thought about you
all this while
and suddenly droppping this on you
telling you how i feel
i know its a shock
but like i said
i expected things i know i shouldnt
and im sorry
if i was demanding
if i was too eager
cos i wanted so much
for you to understand me immediately
*
what you said that night
was like a wake-up call
and i realise
i have been pestering you
bothering you
with no regard for what you feel
and
i know
im gonna have to wait some more
maybe another 3 months
maybe another 6
maybe a year
to get back again
but just know
that im never gonna give up
that im never gonna forget
im gonna keep trying
until you forget me
or you tell me straight to my face
that its over
-TJ
Monday, August 20, 2007
15th Birthday
Very big thanks to Alex, Cedric, Yulin, Vanessa and Jasmine for waiting for me for like 2 hrs to celebrate my bdae.
thanks for the cake
thanks for the bowling
thanks especially to cedric and alex for letting me get up close and personal with the cake.
and here's the pic of the post:
uberuberuber macro/close up. yeah.
its 3am in the mornin. tmr is mon. i havent pack my equipment. i haven't pack my luggage. yeah.
thanks for the cake
thanks for the bowling
thanks especially to cedric and alex for letting me get up close and personal with the cake.
and here's the pic of the post:
uberuberuber macro/close up. yeah.
its 3am in the mornin. tmr is mon. i havent pack my equipment. i haven't pack my luggage. yeah.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
walaoo... very very long never update already...so today shall be a super long post the chronicles my life these past 2-3 weeks.
kk, first thing that comes to my mind. National day!! i know 9th aug gone very long already, but onlly now then i find the time to blog. yeah
went to the padang to watch fireworks, and fireworks only. and also the airoplane fly-by. took some quite cool pics.
pro hor. actually the fireworks got more, but then got alot of smoke, so can only see about half the firework. these two were the first few ones. then got the kid's show of patriotism. hee.the flag contrast with the trees. then the last pic i know the flag is covered, but thats the point. wanted to show the flag peekin out from behind supreme court.
i think this national day was more of a sucess than others. for one, there was no super long mass display to bore people out. and the military show of force was uber cool.
apaches fly here fly there. then the jets fly past. woohoo.
woah. the guy that organise this event, by next year sure kena major promotion one.
kk, national day over. now for a isolated event that happened one day.
1. cedric bully granny
2. cedric and granny fight
3. people training stare at them.
4. cedric and granny stop fighting.
5. cedric sit down on chair with granny beside him
the stage is set. suddenly, granny decides to flick cedric. but granny misses.... granny hits cedrics eye
GRANNY FLICK CHICKY"S EYE!!!!!!
the sound it makes is amazing...like abit of 'piak' and abit of 'plop'. followed shortly by a SQUAWK... then chicky dies...
THE END
kk, first thing that comes to my mind. National day!! i know 9th aug gone very long already, but onlly now then i find the time to blog. yeah
went to the padang to watch fireworks, and fireworks only. and also the airoplane fly-by. took some quite cool pics.
pro hor. actually the fireworks got more, but then got alot of smoke, so can only see about half the firework. these two were the first few ones. then got the kid's show of patriotism. hee.the flag contrast with the trees. then the last pic i know the flag is covered, but thats the point. wanted to show the flag peekin out from behind supreme court.
i think this national day was more of a sucess than others. for one, there was no super long mass display to bore people out. and the military show of force was uber cool.
apaches fly here fly there. then the jets fly past. woohoo.
woah. the guy that organise this event, by next year sure kena major promotion one.
kk, national day over. now for a isolated event that happened one day.
1. cedric bully granny
2. cedric and granny fight
3. people training stare at them.
4. cedric and granny stop fighting.
5. cedric sit down on chair with granny beside him
the stage is set. suddenly, granny decides to flick cedric. but granny misses.... granny hits cedrics eye
GRANNY FLICK CHICKY"S EYE!!!!!!
the sound it makes is amazing...like abit of 'piak' and abit of 'plop'. followed shortly by a SQUAWK... then chicky dies...
THE END
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