in 2007

i cut out heart shapes and pasted them over my specs

i locked angus and abel in the project room and watch them fight

i started to listen to mcr

i went to australia and watch gay movie

i went to malaysia and had a 'party' after competition

i took a vid of weisiang eating in the toilet

i went to vietnam for the best 2 weeks of the year

i started to like my pe uniform

i started to train 3 times a week

i got my p700

i set up this blog

i got my beloved mp3 player

i locked weisiang to the school chair

i got 18/20 for chinese summary

i got my team singapore jacket

i fell out with yulin and made up within 3 days

i and my debate team owned our opposition 5-0...in my class only lah

i rediscovered an old friend

i forced some routine into my life

i exercised voluntarily

i started using msn (suaku rite)

i started using friendster (more suaku rite)

i smashed cake into yulin's face

i smashed whipped cream into alex's face

i learnt to play pool

i learnt to beat time crisis 2 with one coin

i learnt what its like to be emo

i made stupid mistakes

i learnt from those stupid mistakes. alot.

lol. i signed in to blogger and they told me this blog had 29 posts, so i went and typed a nice paragraph abt how this was my 30th post....then realise its only 24 -.-... i think some glitch lah... anyway

ok, so here's the next 10 things i will miss about vietnam:

1. hearing shanzhi's barney theme song morning alarm
2. hearing my mcr-im not okay morning alarm
3. watching chuyong sms like crazy
4. walking from our bunk to NTT school, joking about the huge piles of dust by the road.
5. cursing the crap out of stamford. haha, kma, old man
6. bunk 2 singing all sorts of random songs
7. camwhoring with bunks 2 n 3
8. the ntt school hall, where we spent like 1/2 our time
9. playing need for speed carbon until 3 in the morning
10. ha long bay and tien sen sguen nga... i dunno how to spell...its some scenic place int he mountains with a lake.

and yesterday i complated all my lit holiday homework!! clapclap
actually, im just supposed to read gulliver's travels and the importanc eof being earnest, but was too lazy to read, so i just go wikipedia and read the summary, the themes etc... ;) guliiver's travels is a retarded book, but importance of being earnest is quite cool, the storyline i mean, not the writing style...

i dont understand why all the old old books are so dam difficult to read, its like the more complicated your writing is, the better your book liddat. rubbish lah. one sentence in gulliver can stretch to one whole paragraph, then every four words got one comma. -.-

sigh

so now i still have chinese stuff to do... POK LEMME COPY!!!

oh yeah, and for some reason im back to playing warcraft 3... if anyone knows where to dl frozen throne can tell me plspls... and not torrent hor. i dunwan torrent :D

heyhey...

some of the high ive been feeling the past few daes have worn off lah... been going back to thinkin abt hanoi...all thanks to shanzhi's post -.- haha

lookin deeper rite, i realise my life is going quite so-so lah, some good things, some bad things. but the lousy part is that the bad things all involve the major things in my life. the good things are only the memories, the fact that i have a life, and hope ifor my future( drama rite) ...all the small useless things lah. so right now its quite screwed up...

im sort of confirmed out of ntt alr, even if i shoot 599 evrydae for the next 2 mths. cos the nov monthly shoot kena cancelled, then im gonna miss the dec one cos of holiday -.- so unless i can talk to coach or smth...byebye lor :P

so shooting out alr. on the bright side, there's 2 yrs between now and sea games, 3 between now and YOG... the only 2 comps im looking orward to for now. oh well. at least i got the jacket.

now lets look at studies!! yay. this year i got 2.84 final gpa. and thats with moderation somemore. normal standard is around 3.3, and minimum required for graduation is 2.0. so now you can see where i stand. im like in the bottom 20-30% of the cohort. yay. and so far this holiday i havent been doing any revision or what. i tell myself i AM going to work harder next year... but thats what i tell myself every year. and this year too. so its quite hopeless already lah. hopefully maintain 3 and above can liao lor.

sigh...so the biggest 2 things in my life are goner alr. yay

then after going shanzhi's blog and reading his posts, started to think what i achieved this year. come to think of it, i prob un-achieved more than i achieved. okay. i screwed studies, that one obvious... then my shooting is like... i dunno lah, no matter what i try still cannot wan. so what if i won golds in seasa and arafura...look at it frankly. those rly were pretty much worthless wins lor. to me. arafura dun even have competitor, shoot 1 also can win gold. then seasa we were the only team with 3 ppl. so sure win wan . yay.

maybe the only thing i learnt this year... and that was only at the end of this year.. that there's really no point thinking abt depressing things over and over again. some people arnd me havent realised that yet, and i hope they do soon. really. like now, no matter what's gone wrong with my life, im always satisfied and happy. im going to get kicked out of ntt soon, and no matter how this post sounds, im just facing it normally. so what if im out. to me, its really no big deal. during trainings i can shoot like 3 8s in a card and laugh it off. these kind of thing. ive wondered for awhile if i was just running away from my problems, but im not. its just not affecting me the way they used to. maybe after one year im numb already. i dont know. we'll see.

so now since i feel like it, i'll list 10 things i miss about vietnam!! in 5 installments, so it'll equal SZ's 50 :P in no particular order inspired by shanzhi haha

1. the ntt students, all of you, even those not in the 35.
2. jaywalking through 4 way junctions with no traffic lights
3. the uni canteen, and the nicest canteen guy in the world
4. talking cock in the bunks until 4 in the morning(miss this one alot alot...)
5. i'll miss shanzhi, justin, marc, chu yong, junsean and me being in the same bunk
6. thumb/finger/whatever game with all the vietnamese guys
7. homestay partner, Hoang, his singing, his screaming and his house 8D
8. VNese pho, cos singapore style doesnt stand a chance
9. all the vietnamese songs we learnt and sang
10. the amazing traffic.

haha. the list not done yet tho. will add 10 more nex time

BYEEEZZ

yay, this like the 1st time i post so early in the month... :P

anyway, update on my life...

yesterday, madeline maas(teacher) called me to tell me i was selected for psl. dam cool rite. i missed the sign ups, screenings, all the interview rubbish, psl training, and im still psl. haha. ownage!.!. she called my hp when i was halfway home, so i saw (unknown number) then when i picked up the phone i went 'hallo? what do you want?' -.- damn smooth lol


plus, my training getting v cool lor. its not improving or deproving, but the feeling is v different. my gun is alive. when i start training my gun can be one setting, then by the time i finish it can change setting wan. so far the part where u hold with your right hand got change before, and the part where u put your left hand on changes like every training -.-


and the little stick to switch between dry and live fire now takes like 5 times the effort to change. dunno wth happened to it. now i wanna switch firing mode must put the gun down, use two hand and push like hell. plus its dam pain cos the stick is so small. toot lah

and i havent started on holiday homework yet. POK!! LEMME COPY!! got the du zhe thing havent do, plus must read hong lou meng, the importance of being earnest and gulliver's travels.


i tell you ppl, whoever wrote gulliver's travels is the most retarded person in the world. serious. i mean , the shortened, dumbed down kiddie version makes more sense than the original. wth lah. i read 1/5 of the book i give up alr. like, there's just no POINT to anything that happens in the book. in most books everything that happens either happens for a reason, or leads up to the final conclusion. in this book it doesnt. completely random things happen and lots of pages wasted explaining useless things. stupid book. whoever decided this book was a good classic is a retard too.

rubbish lah

heyheyhey

ok, i know this place is getting stagnant...

but im always too lazy to post haha... not like here v popular anyway :P

anyway. here we are in the middle of eoy holidays, and i havent even started on me homework w00ts!!! haha. just finished camp yesterday, wanted to go training todae but too lazy

:P

camp was quite cool lar, but our march camp was more ownage. dunno leh, this camp suddenly everyone not enthu anymore, the only cool activity is giddy stick. super super funny. run 10 metres to a spot, rotate 20 times and run back as fast as possible. just try and see =)

thanks jun hong for suggesting this during seasa.

and speakin of jun hong, well done singapore shooting for sea games!! yay!!

and jonathan , now she gonna be so happy ;) got enough money for engagement ring alr :P

heyheyhey im back

vietnam was a blast, dam fun.

i really miss the place. hope to go back there again soon... we worked with NTT students for like 2 weeks and made really good friends...

Hoang, Quong Minh, Hanh, Quynh Trang, Hin, Bim, Minh Duc, Vanh Linh, The Duc, Thu Thao, Cam Phuong, Dinh Phuong, Mai Anh, Truong Giang, Ngan, here's to you guys :D

got lots of gifts too, both for them and they gave us...

i really dont care what people say about vietnam

its the coolest country in the world

i love it there.

and during the 2 weeks there, i felt i changed

i dont know how, but i feel different now than from before

haha
i hope its a change for the better

haha....

i cant really believe

i came back home to this...

so i guess vietnam was a chance for me to run away...

and now im back.